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UWB Note: In this article written in Nepali language, Maya the blogger, describes how she felt when a Maoist guerilla fell in love with her. She visits the comrade in his village to prove to the guerilla that she is not just a city girl out of touch with harsh ground realities of Nepali society. She also discusses revolution with him. In the next concluding part of the article, she will describe her experience of growing up with expanding Maoist activities around her neighborhood. Here is her first piece in the series.

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Posted

May 6, 2006

Guest Column 2

UWB

Tags:

Nepal, nepali music

Comments

10 responses to “???? ???? ???????-?”

Thuldai

May 6, 2006

YO SABAI HAVA GUFF JASTO PANI CHHA TARA HUNAI SAKDAINA BHANERA BHANNA PANI SAKIDAINA. EUTA RAMRO KITAB FICTION LEKHYO BHANE INTERNATIONAL ROOP MAI BIKRI HUNA SAKCHHA.
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May 6, 2006

???? ?? ????????? ?????? ?? ?????? ????????? ?? ???? ???? ????? ????? ???? ? ? ? ????? ?????? ?????? ????? ????? ???? ? ???? out dated ????? ????? ????? ???? ????? ?? ???? ????? ?????? ????? ???????? ?????!
hell_below

May 6, 2006

How many roads must a man walk down
Before you call him a man?
Yes, ‘n’ how many seas must a white dove sail
Before she sleeps in the sand?
Yes, ‘n’ how many times must the cannon balls fly
Before they’re forever banned?
The answer, my friend, is blowin’ in the wind,
The answer is blowin’ in the wind
cocaine

May 6, 2006

maile pahila tyo sencond part padhe, suruma bhayera hola. This gurl(writer) writes very well. I am impressed anyway. I dont care this is truth or not but i like her writing skill. I am gonna mail her. I hope she will reply me.
Cyp

May 6, 2006

I wish I could read Nepali… It’s a bit frustrating.

Hello to everybody, by the way…
Kiran Karmacharya

May 7, 2006

maya jee
Well done. hope to read your presentation regularly.
Bit curious about your relation with that comrade Gaurav. Did u make him clear that you are in love with another boy? OR you are in love with Gaurav?
I suppose you are confused right now to choose your love life, aren’t you?

cheers

KK
Karan

May 7, 2006

Maya’s story is really touching. Not sure if the story is true but it does have a good flavor. Looking forward to read the rest of the story. Can anytime take time to translate the whole story? I think non nepali speakers must not be deprieved of this beautiful story between a woman and a Maoist Comrade.
Hoping to see you Maya someday. I will write an email to you.
Bhumigat

May 10, 2006

The story looks quite fictious but, Maya jee ur presentation style is superb. If this incident is real then u r heartless human Maya jee. Hoping more to read from U in the same presentation style….
Samar

May 24, 2006

mayajee, you made me crazy. excellent write up. you are really brave, hmmmmmmmmmmmm……. but you did very bad with him(gaurab) he could leave the gun if you had said yes, i love you. this is not fair. anyway, congrachulation for superb blog.
losywei

October 11, 2006

I really liked your site it is very informative.